this is baby trevor i guess he’d be a lot bigger now though i miss him a lot

this is baby trevor i guess he’d be a lot bigger now though i miss him a lot

MY BABY NELLY
in the second picture she is the one at the bottom im sobbing i miss her so much look how soft and cuddly she is and shes so protective and perfect i need her in my life again

my favourite dog breed are german shepherds i fricken love them i miss my baby nelly very much but we will hopefully be getting her back soon i’m crying a little just thinking about it she’s my best friend i love her i really hope we can have her back because dad’s ex still has all the dogs (3) and needs to get rid of them because she wants to move but we couldn’t take nel yet because we’re renting but our rent runs out in october and we’re going to see if dad’s new girlfriend could keep nelly at her house with her animal friends until then and i’m really excited i really really hope we get her back because she was my only salvation when we lived with caroline we used to go on walks at the creek together and she’s huge but she’d sit on my lap by the fire i really am crying now i hope suzanne can keep her at her house for a while i love her so so so much my precious german shepherd baby i’m gonna find a photo of her for you guys i’m so emotional i really hope i can have her back

forthosebelowmyfeet:

my bed is made. my sweater is on. when is ezra arriving

apparently my name is misleading

image

sorry johnnie, but the answer is no

huade:

It’s not very good :(
THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL PAGAN I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH YOU ARE SUCH A WONDERFUL PERSON XXXXXXXX


it’s actually so bad i’m v embarrassed right now

huade:

It’s not very good :(

THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL PAGAN I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH YOU ARE SUCH A WONDERFUL PERSON XXXXXXXX

it’s actually so bad i’m v embarrassed right now

infauna:

infauna:

SAD STORY:

i was at gloria jeans yesterday and the person taking orders was this rly cute looking guy (louis tomlinson’s face with ashton irwin’s hair except light redish orange???? strawberry blond????) and i was like dayuuuum but the ppl in front of me were taking ages right and then i spotted my friend who graduated last year and was all like “hey!!!!” and talked to him for about 10 minutes BUT when i returned to buying coffee…… cute boy was gone

like if u cried

UPDATE: i have returned to the same gloria jeans. cute boy is here. today is a good day

UPDATE: i took a photo of cute boy but then i got my replacement phone and lost the picture. times are once again v tough. he also had a rly nice voice and i bet he could sing. i’m not ok. feel free to send cards of sympathy to me in the post

can we just
look how nice my hair was jfc

can we just

look how nice my hair was jfc

SAD STORY:

i was at gloria jeans yesterday and the person taking orders was this rly cute looking guy (louis tomlinson’s face with ashton irwin’s hair except light redish orange???? strawberry blond????) and i was like dayuuuum but the ppl in front of me were taking ages right and then i spotted my friend who graduated last year and was all like “hey!!!!” and talked to him for about 10 minutes BUT when i returned to buying coffee…… cute boy was gone

like if u cried

i felt rly proud of myself for not cutting for nearly a month but…… now not so much????? being awake at this time accompanied by sleep deprivation, stress, anxiety and depressive thoughts is not good 4 me… kind of, like…. they r 2 faded…….. i don’t like it anymore……. blood is nicer,??? i am so sick and not the cool skater boi kind………. like… idk man life is tough

meet the blogger

name: pagan
age: 16
favourite saved url: tonyhawkprocrastinator
the next movie you’re planning to watch: prozac nation
the last movie you watched: scott pilgrim vs. the world
the book you’re currently reading: warm bodies
the number of songs on your iPod: 2517
that one song that’s been stuck in your head all week: finger back - vampire weekend & no friends - san cisco
what would your patronus be? a dog
favourite word: infauna lol

hey i got bored and decided to tell u guys some stuff about me!!!!!

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